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Hey There !

I'm Maddisen Spano

Hey there! I’m Maddisen Spano, your go-to gal for all things faith, friendship, and fun! Think of me as your bestie who’s always down for a heart-to-heart chat over coffee (or spillin' some lovin' tea, if that’s more your vibe). I’m all about keeping it real and creating a safe space where we can laugh, cry, and navigate life’s ups and downs together.

As a Jesus-loving gal myself, I’m passionate about helping women like you find joy, purpose, and peace in your relationship with God. Whether you’re wrestling with tough questions about faith, healing from past hurts, or just looking for some encouragement, know that you’ve come to the right place.

I’ve walked through my fair share of highs and lows in my own journey with Jesus, and I’m here to share the lessons I’ve learned along the way. From learning to let go of fear and embrace grace to finding beauty in the messiness of life, I’m all about keeping it real and cheering you on as you discover the amazing plans God has in store for you.

So kick off your shoes, grab your favorite snack, and let’s dive into this adventure together. Whether we’re digging into Scripture, swapping stories, or simply sharing a laugh, know that you’re valued, loved, and accepted just as you are. Welcome to the tribe, friend—let’s do life together!

Life is a journey, a series of moments and experiences woven together by the threads of God's love. It's a canvas upon which we paint our emotions, dreams, and aspirations- all rooted in the love of Jesus. Each day is a new brushstroke, adding depth and color to the masterpiece of our existence.

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How It Began...

Hey there! Welcome to my little corner of the internet. Let's kick things off with a story – my story.

It all started in a pretty dark place. Coming from a hard place of depression and mental health issues that really were rooted in so much more than I ever could have known. Then came my son, my little bundle of joy. Having my son really made me focus on my healing journey so I could be the best mom possible.

So, off I went to see doctors and therapists. But you know what they kept saying? "Take these meds, and you'll be fine." But that didn't sit right with me. I didn't want to manage my problems; I wanted healing in Jesus' name.

Now, you'd think church would be the perfect place to find support, right? Wrong. Mental health was like this big, taboo topic. So many Christians think topics such as mental health are taboo, we think well if you're saved you shouldn't be having thoughts of suicide, and when we talk about depression, they think the joy of the Lord should just get you out of bed in the morning.

But what's a girl to do when she comes to Jesus broken and hurting and wanting wholeness root deep? Not just a church cause to support? More than that, what happens when you go to the church to find Jesus, and you actually find yourself abused by the very churchmen who should be leading you into Jesus' healing and love?

Yeah, that was a tough pill to swallow. But you know what? In the midst of all that mess, I found something real. This sent me down a path of total faith deconstruction and reconstructing it on the gospel of Jesus Christ. It taught me a lot about life, God, and where true healing and freedom are found!

So, here we are. You and me. Let's chat, spill the tea, and maybe even dive into my book. It's literally written in conversational form so it's just you and me having a chat with each other and Jesus. Stick around, friend. It's gonna be quite the journey!

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